Saturday, April 4, 2009

GUILTY

have u ever feel this kind of feelings?
every person on earth ever feel that way for sure including me. i feel guilty for almost everything i've done. sometimes i think i am the most unlucky person that always bring badluck for people. heh o.O
i give u one situation :

Alicia, 20 years old lady who studying in a private college. she have a boyfriend called Henry. they've been together for almost 4 years now. they love each other. well at least Alicia does. people said that when we've been together with the same person for a long time we will get bored with them. this is happen to this couple. Henry, used to be the loving one, caring and the most romantic guy on earth. but he had changed 6 months ago for some reason that Alicia didn't really sure. she asked him why but Henry refused to tell the truth. after 6 month being unsure and alone, Alicia decided to do something fun to herself like hanging out with friends until late night, join blogs and websites and find some new friends. Alicia knew that this kind of things would turns him mad but she need to do something to make her happy. at the same time she hate herself. she LIES. she think herself as a monster.


do u think Alicia is guilty? even she judge herself as a monster. but-- she does that for reason. she's being left alone. she've been asked him for so many times why he's being so ignorant but she didnt get the answer that she want. well i think she's not gulty. how about you?


to be continued.....

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